I know the hour is coming soon

I know that I have been purifying my soul, strengthen my body, cleaning my thoughts and fighting with all my blood

I know father that now it’s the hour where the boy becomes man, and I must rise

I can see the date coming... the drums starting to rumble, the scream is getting louder…I remember everything…. The pain… the venom…. I can feel it….I’ve been stopping it for so long now…the army of darkness is marching..and I have gathered an army of light…. Screams of war, chants of hope, and dances of power….

I am ready to start running down the hill towards the long plains to fight for my blood, my honor, my house, my family, my name…

Dark armies stand ready for the long cross… it will take 6 months of war…but I refuse it to be 6 months of pain…

I have my flags…she has given me hope, love and an army so vast that it blinds the sun… I can rise now and order the army to move…fearless and steady…to the other side of the valley, to the liberation of this pain…

I know now that I will be ready to let go of the pain… same life…a new cycle….

Long have I been in this Island, praying, hiding from the truth from the facts and holding on to the reason to live…the reason to continue… my blood…our blood is more powerful than the dark forces of evil…my love, our love, their love, her love….is more powerful than my dark nightmares…

I am raising my father…I am not alone… I am not one but many…tell mother that I will walk through the valley of the shadow of death and I shall not fear, because I am not alone…I was ,am, will never be alone… tell mother that our love, our blood, our House will linger…tell mother that her first and last kiss still flow within my body…tell mother that I love her and that I still cry in her harms, tell mother that I shall carry on the dream…tell mother that I shall dance in the other side of the valley, tell mother that I shall cry, tell mother that I shall scream until I ran of air… saying …praying….liberating me…

My father, my mother…bless me now and walk with me the beginning of the rest of my life…