I will walk under your name

It takes a wound the size of life for one to understand my pain. It has been too many years since you hold me, since you heard me, since you knew me. An you were, are and will always be the only ones that truly know me, truly love me and made me full. The World was grey and has become darker, colder a loneliness in shades of false lights. Life is bitter with touches of sweet that only make me fall again and again in a miss belief of  love and honer, loyalty and dedication.

You call me out just before my sleep. To face the great unknown, to fear nothing, and I will live on your name, I will walk under your name, I will breath under your image. My soul will stay forever under your embrace as I am yours and you will forever be mine.  And when feet may fail me I will call upon your names, I will keep my eyes above the horizon, my heart will feed on your memories on your light. 

Please never allow your spirits to leave me as they take me under water to feel the silence, above the skies to feel the freedom and they make me remember that all that was can always support my faith when I am lost, as my love for you is without borders

Take me deep within the beats of our blood, the sounds of past words, the smiles of memories and the embrace of your being.  Let me cry as I am dead already, waiting only to feel something and maybe someday I can come back to be myself.

Until then I will live under your name, smile under your memories as I am yours and your memories will be forever mine until the day we meet again. For now I will continue to be, I will continue to swim in this ocean with no stars, no boat, no horizon to guide, but a will to live and a strength to survive the night until the dawn.